Writing this – just so the words could contain and carry it all for me, even before I am ready to understand and embrace the logic of what is happening.
Today I started my application for Doctoral School abroad.
Today I entered an international music collaboration that has as much meaning for me as Lucidus Quartet had, if not more.
Today I took my business to a new level: not bigger, but truer, trusting myself with it.
Today I came to terms (or is it an “almost”?) with the idea of no more babies in my life.
I wonder what’s in the air…
Sometimes therapy is like that, too: being stuck in patterns, visibly worsening, letting go, – and then the change comes like a big wave, and there is no way to resist, and no need to.
P.S. The ocean has been perfectly stormy and warm today. I am learning to trust him.